Saturday, August 31, 2013

Friday, August 30, 2013

I have decided...

I am moving into my own place.
Please send all the positive energy and well wishes you can.
The process will begin this weekend.

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Friday, August 23, 2013

Are you able to stay happy when others are not...

Many of us tend to 'pick up' the feels of the people around us. While I am not perfect, I try to take time and energy to be happy regardless of how those around me are acting. Happy is a choice!

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Happy Feet...

I went to visit a podiatrist, because of extreme foot pain. In layman's terms, my arches are trying to fall. So I received a shot of steroids in my heel. Ouch! Started to get light headed after that. I am glad I didn't faint, I have always thought myself tougher than that, oh well, guess I am only human. The doctor also gave me a stretching boot and a prognosis of 100% if I follow instructions.

So last evening I did my boot, staying off my feet for an hour, 30 minutes each foot. I also took a sedative so that I would sleep through the night. It had been several nights since I was able to have a full night. Now I am trying hard to stay away. Sleeping 9 good hours always makes me tired for more, yet it is time to make myself move and ready for another day.

Thanks for stopping in and try to always have happy feet. So you can dance your way through the roughest of days. "Zip-A-Dee-Doo-Dah, Zip-A-Dee-Day" is my theme song.

Friday, August 9, 2013

An Update on Life...

Hello There Everyone,

It has been a long time since I have written an update on my life. I apologize to those of you who desire more from me than my daily inspirational posters, however I am proud of myself for staying as consistent as I have with them. When I started this blog I thought I would be giving you a step by step of my recovery from mental break down. Well, as it went from mental break down, to mental break through, to a life of everyday ups and downs with a deadening of my emotions, I have realized I have done this more for myself then you. Don't get me wrong. I am glad it has spoken to many people.

I am writing today to let you all know that though the medication has some what deadened my emotions, Life is Good. Despite the unwanted dramas of living in our times, being married, and being 51, I am happy. Some of the dramas I have dealt with this summer are, being pulled in front of when I was going 55 mph, yet not getting an injury other than a couple bruises. My main computer is acting up, thankfully I have this back up. A husband that is more human than I wish to handle at times. A very strong desire to live alone again.

The living alone thing comes from having such a difficult time be Me when I am married. I feel like my priority should be the marriage and I tend to loose my lively personality. Yet I am learning. Becoming stronger and more determined to rediscover myself. I have done this through finding a new job and being creative in many different ways. Still I long for a space, (more than just my corner office) to say is mine. I realize I am no spring chic any more and many people would say that if I leave this marriage I may never find  a man that cares for me like Ron does. Well, that is the point, I wish and need to find a way to care for myself again. Be independent with many friends to make sure that I don't go hungry or lonely. I believe I have those friends now, and I am sure I will make a few more when I feel free enough to pursue my interests more.

With all that said, I will thank you for following my blog. I hope it has brought you some sunshine or helped you see things in a better light. Namaste

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

I trust...

I try not to have expectations of others,
because that just sets you up for heartbreak.