Every thing seems out of focus this morning. Had a stressful Friday afternoon talking with medical insurance and prescription company. I managed through without a sedative and even went to my step-daughter's high school musical. Then Saturday afternoon my nerves became raw when a personal issue arose at home. I took a half sedative and it worked well to take that edgy, I wanna cut myself feeling away. I took another half 5 hours later when my husband started talking about available work that is posted in the local paper.
I know it would make things much more comfortable money wise, if I work. Yet reacting like I did causes me to question whether I am ready.
You know, by the time he'd brought up work, you had already had several button-pushing issues happening. It may be that it was just the last straw...?
ReplyDeleteThanks. You have a good point. Focusing on my self today and what serves me.
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