Today....

It is difficult to wake up this morning. Exhausted from yesterday. I took a sedative later in the afternoon because I could not settle down. In my anxiousness I was constructive by starting a new afghan for our living room. I was able to get this much done between 2 pm and 9 pm with a few interruptions like dinner and running back to the store for a yarn fix while this beautiful yarn is on sale.

Today the weather is rain and windy. Not sure what the temperature is. Yesterday was high 60's, sunshine and windy. Made it only a little difficult not to choose staying in to crochet and watch television. I am hoping for a balance between inside and out. I guess I hope for balance in all areas of my life, some days are easier than others.

I am starting to wake up as I have just started my second cup of coffee. The only thing planned today is to have coffee with friends this afternoon. Hope the rain lets up by then.

After yesterday's post it is difficult to know what to share next. I intend to write a book that I have worked on for years, not having been ready to share. Now, even though still painful, I feel ready to stop hiding the truth and allow people to know what I have come through. There are days I struggle to get out of bed, but all in all, I know I have a good life, a man that adores me and provides well for us and his children. With that I will depart for now to ponder my next post. Namaste