This time last year I was impassioned about blogging, facebook, and connecting with people. Now, I am just existing. I have to make myself post on either one and I struggle to find what to say. Even the inspirational posts don't speak to me like they use to. I just feel - flat. My therapist said it should pass, yet I extended it by indulging in alcohol. The concern I feel is mostly for self, hoping to feel alive again, but how? What stimuli will cause enough adrenaline in me to continue on a path of doing more then just existing? While being short of harmful to self or others?
"Set a goal" I hear. Let us see what happens with that. Whether I will challenge myself to post something on here everyday, start being more active in my posts on facebook again, or....
start riding our stationery bike
crochet more
needlepoint
We shall see....
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