Journeys

She has everything

but wants more
and has nothing
for she never
finds peace in herself or

... the world around her

She is a collector
of people and things
eagerly chosen
for their value,
but forgotten
once purchased

The collection
continues to grow
...but she does not

It is unfortunate how many persons fall into such a state of mind. I must admit I had used shopping as a way to hide from self before.
Now I want for nothing. I many societies what I have is considered riches. Here I have a modest lifestyle. I want for nothing, I am happier than I have ever been. That happiness brings a safety that I never had felt. This safety cause the old wounds to surface, because it is now safe to expose them for proper healing.
I do not wish to relive any of my trauma. It is stuck in me, therefor We (all my loved ones and I) will slowly open those wounds to allow the feelings to be vomited onto printed page that it might now help some one else know they are not alone. Help others to see there is Hope, Light, and Love after the storms.
Sometimes the storm last so long... Reach for your Light, your Hope, your Love. I know not what form it may come in. You will know when It is there. You may fight against It at first. This facing old pains is not for the weak in Spirit. And if you have survived the Storm DO NOT let the after shocks take you out. Stand your ground. Know God Desires You To Be All That The Universe Intended.