On the way...

My new therapist is about one half mile up the road, so this morning I walked. Along the way I pass through a lovely park. The dedication sign on a bench said, "Come sit with me awhile." Millie P. So I sat, and as I sat I noticed this wonderful tree over me. (I won't think it so wonderful later when I take a spider off of my arm...) The bench was a little wet from either the rain the evening before or the sprinklers that morning, so my backside became a bit wet. That did not bother me. However, a nervous lady who had been moving bench to bench made sure to tell me I was sitting in a wet spot. I nodded and said, "It is worth it." A smile still now comes over my face as I recall the fresh morning air, the birds, and the sound of the fountain near by. I wondered on whether I have any healthy clue of what I truly desire in life. Do I desire to stay married, yet find myself and grow on my own. Or do I desire to be single, working to support myself and my several cats, growing on my own that way. I guess the first healthy thing to do is to become healthy enough to work. So that is where I will start, on me, right now, where I am and see where that takes me.

Tree I sat under in the park.

Thanks Millie P.